Monday, July 7, 2008
Frustration
I just had a fabulous weekend and now I am having a horrible Monday. I feel like I can not please anyone right now. I know that I should not be focussed on pleasing others but I am a people pleaser and I am just being one with what is. Last week I made the decision to get clear about who I am and where I am going and I have had moments of clarity but there has not been a huge shift. I am frustrating several people in my life by holding off on this. There are times that I think about how much easier it would be to just move back to Arizona right now. I know that I would be running if I did but it just sounds so convenient. Money struggles would vanish, my best friends would be within a few minutes of my house, my room in my old house is available again, and my job is sitting there waiting for me to return. (This sounds especially great right after B has visited.) I know that I get to work through this because it will only make me stronger but right now I'm ready to run.
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4 comments:
Don't LEAVE PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!!!
As much as I would absolutly love for you to come back, and I tell you so often, I honestly think you need to try to stick it out a little longer. If things don't improve in the next few months after you have tried to better your situation then I say heck ya come on home!!! But first try to make things better where you are! I'm sure there is someone there that needs you now as much I needed you when I first moved to Mesa!! You are a great person and I believe in you! You can do it!!! Love ya
hey, i saw you left a comment on my my space but i cant read it because our BYU internet wont let me go to myspace! so what did you say?
Hey! we have church from 10-1 but after that, we dont have any plans! i would love to meet your boy friend! :)did you guys want to come over hear for dinner??!! that could be fun, and then maybe play a game or watch a movie on our tiny tv!? let me know!
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