In this moment....

Life has been crazy the past few weeks. I am adjusting to the new job and the new state and all that. I've been struggling like crazy to pay bills since I am making half of what I was making in AZ. I start a new job on Tuesday. I am working for a company that provides 24 hour care for adults with physical and mental disabilities. I am excited to be having more income because I am so sick of being stressed about the lack of cashflow. I am driven by power and money and when those two things are not in my favor, then I'm not a fun person to be around. I am also missing AZ a lot lately. I miss my family, my friends, my job, my house...all of it. I would love to have the best of both worlds...just not sure how to make that happen. I have very much been in my stuff and not grounded at all so tomorrow is a new day. Time to make some changes and be in the moment.