I have been feeling so stuck lately and have felt like my life is not progressing. I know that this is not the case though. Work is going well, I am fully registered for 12 credit hours this fall, Jordan is moving in (technically) by the end of this month...all of these things are evidence that my life is progressing and yet I feel stagnant.
Tonight Jordan and I went to a Part 1 Graduation at The Great Life Foundation and I was overwhelmed with gratitude. I love being in that building. I love the connection that I feel with others. I love seeing people who have impacted my life in a huge way. I love the reminder that I get when I'm there of the changes that I chose to make in my life over 2 years ago. After we left, I told Jordan that I wished that I was graduating from my Part 1 tonight. I was wanting to feel that freedom, acceptance, passion for life, and unconditional love that I felt on my Part 1 Graduation night. I have not been feeling any of those things for quite some time now. I know what I get to do and I have all of the tools in my hands. So why, why am I doing nothing? Why am I choosing to be stuck?
Yes, my life is progressing. I have a great job. I am enrolled in school, again. I have an amazing man by my side who is so loving and supportive. And, I am just rolling with the punches. Numb.
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