Freakin...a bit

I am about to leave to go meet Jack, the five year old. He is at home with his current nanny, Eliza. Neither of the parents will be home for the time that I am there. I am more nervous meeting the nanny than I was to meet the parents. I know how critical I was of the new nanny for my kids and I worry that she is just as critical. She has been working for them for a couple of years so she has been with Jack since he was 3 and has raised Grace from birth. The parents have talked about the amazing relationships they've had with their nannies which is a great thing. At the same time, I have some big shoes to fill. Wish me luck....